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What made the model known as the 'Russian Rapunzel' jump out of a window this weekend?

It's a tragic mystery. The shocking death of the beautiful model has left many wondering what might have made Ruslana Korshunova, 20, fall to her death from her Manhattan apartment Saturday.

Police found no signs of a struggle. And friends said she had not been acting suicidal.

Now the Daily Telegraph has printed her posts on social networking websites, which seem to show the young woman had feelings of being lost, confused and unloved and suffered from mood swings. Which seems pretty normal for a 20-year-old girl. But was it serious enough to make her jump out a window?

RuslanakorshunovamodelIn one message three months ago she wrote: 'I'm so lost. Will I ever find myself?'

An earlier posting, quoted by the New York Daily News, she wrote: 'It hurts, as if someone took a part of me, tore it out, mercilessly stomped all over and threw it out.'

One cryptic entry in March reads: 'My dream is to fly. Oh, my rainbow it is too high.'

Other postings revealed anger. 'I'm a bitch. I'm a witch. I don't care what"